I am alone, yes i am alone!

I am alone, yes i am alone

Looking at those stars

shining in that blue sky

Rain drops are falling

these brown clouds cry

These innocent birds are looking

who want to fly higher

This sea is so silent

as everything ended after a fire

I am alone, yes i am alone

the winter is arriving

and it's a cold night

I am watching from the window

the pleasant road's sight

Listening to the old songs

it's peaceful to the mind

i got lost by the lyrics of song

as if my life story went rewind

I am alone, yes i am alone

Thinking thousand of things

but i have nothing left to say

the past and the present

have made me so weak

This needle of the clock

is making a light sound

i am lost in many thoughts

and eyes are staring the ground

I am alone, yes i am alone

This house is haunting me

with noises coming from around

i confirmed there is nothing in home

when i took the round

The night is getting dark

the sleep is what i need

Angels are calling me

the time has already passed

Tumhe kya pata

Tumhe kya pata hum kitna yaha tadapte hai

Tumhari ek haa ke liye din raat chahat karte hai

Hum kitni koshish karte hai yeh tum bhi ho jaante

Fir bhi aanjaan banke tum kyon dil ko dukhate

Dhire se tumhe apna banana hum chahte hai

Khamoshi se hi tumhe kehna bahut chahte hai

Tum kab meri baaton ko samjhoge

Aur kab apni ek hi soch ko badloge

Thak gayi tumhe paane ki raah dekhte dekhte

Aankhon ke aasun sukh gaye hai behte behte

Kyon abhi bhi tumhe bhulne ko mann nahi karta

kyon yeh dil aaj bhi ussi ummed se hai jeeta

Intezaar hai mujhe us din ka jab tum mujhe jaanoge

Meri har baat ko sun ne ke liye tum hi tarsoge

Laut ayongi tab bhi mein tumhare liye us din

Jab yaad karonge ek baar mujhe nahi rehongi tumhare bin

Tumhe kya pata hum kitna yaha tadapte hai

Tumhari ek haa ke liye din raat chahat karte hai

Hum kitni koshish karte hai yeh tum bhi ho jaante

Fir bhi aanjaan banke tum kyon dil ko dukhate

Dream came true on 3rd December 2011!

Being a big Rajasthan Royals fan, what can we dream of - Getting a chance to meet Rajasthan Royals cricketers and of course to meet the legend of Indian cricket team, Rahul Dravid! I am among those lucky people who got this opportunity to fulfill a big dream of my life and all the credit goes to RR management team. 

I am still feeling that I am living in a fairy tale and i have no mood to come out of it. I took part in the RR captaincy contest which I came to know from the RR site which I regularly visit when i get time. I am a person who believes in miracles and that's why i always look forward to take part in such contests. On 1st Dec, when I was working in the office and thought of taking a break, i opened my Facebook page. It was then I came to know from a friend that I won the captaincy contest. I didn't believe it so easily until I check the RR Facebook page and saw my name there. The first word that came from my mouth was - "Omg!!" I was finding it hard to control my excitement in office and my hands were shivering. After all, I was getting a golden chance to meet the captain of my beloved team- RR! In some time, I got the call from RR and they confirmed that I will be attending the press conference of RR in Jaipur where they would be announcing the captain to the world and I will also be meeting the captain. "What can be better than that!", I thought. Now what I had to do was to guess the captain whom I would meet. Will it be Dravid or Watson; these two names were only there in my mind. Every one including me was more sure of Dravid being the captain.

On 3rd December at 2:30 pm, I reached Jaipur Marriott sharp on time. I was delighted to meet another crazy RR fan there; one of my Fb friend- Mandakini. I was so pleased to see few more RR fans whom I interacted on RR site before - CV and Mridul. We were in the lobby and were curious to know who else would be there. We were expecting some RR players from Rajasthan Ranji team too as they were having their domestic matches at that time in Jaipur. Our expectations didn't went in vain when we actually met the Rajasthan Ranji heroes. When I saw Ashok Menaria, Deepak Chahar, Aakash Chopra, Dishant Yagnik and Pankaj Singh together, that moment was completely awesome. I don't know how much they mean to others but for me, they are the true rock stars. We all took their autographs, had a bit of chat with them and clicked many pictures with them. My excitement was too high especially when i met Ashok Menaria who is my personal favorite. I didn't want that moment to stop but something more important was yet to come.

So here I was in the RR press conference when I saw Rahul Dravid sitting on the stage. The CEO announced the news to the media which we RR fans were waiting from so long. The Wall, Mr. Dependable Rahul Dravid was declared the captain of Rajasthan Royals who will be leading the team after Shane Warne. Soon, my name was announced and i was told to come on the stage. That magical moment arrived when I went to the stage and shook hands with the legendary cricketer. He wished me congratulations and I also said the same to him. That very moment can never be expressed in to words. There were so many pictures that were clicked at the stage which had both me and Rahul Dravid together which i will treasure forever. More over they will also be used to make my friends and family members jealous.

Such golden moments and opportunities are important to keep us going in life. Thanks to the RR management for giving me such a beautiful opportunity which i will remember forever. Each and every moment was so special for me; not just meeting Dravid but also to meet the RR players of Rajasthan team and to meet the loyal fans of RR like me. Hope such events will keep on occurring to keep us motivated, to maintain our craziness and to keep our passion alive for our team. Halla bol!

You all can also try your luck if you are a Rajasthan Royal Supporter - http://www.rajasthanroyals.com/Registration/Secure/registrationnew.aspx?lp=1&authcode=0463447f-efea-4784-98cc-1a3654124712

Use the above link to register in RR site like i did.They keep on arranging new contest every month and every one can get a chance to win :-) like i won :D Felt like sharing it with every one!

That shining star in the sky!

That shining star in the sky

remind me of a dream in my eyes

The sophisticated figure of a person

comes always in my mind

From past 9 years i know him

but the agony is that he don't

He is a part of my soul

but in his life, i am not playing any role

That shining star in the sky

remind me of a dream in my eyes

His smiling face is a reason to make me smile

and his pain bring tears in my eyes

But he is unaware of my feelings

My smile and the pain doesn't make a difference to him

It seems that i know this person from past 60 years

There is definitely some connection of ours in previous life

That shining star in the sky

remind me of a dream in my eyes

I want to meet him one day

and to talk to him whole day

I want to feel his presence in reality

and want to read his heart and mind

This is a dream of my life

listen to my prayers O Divine

That shining star in the sky

remind me of a dream in my eyes

Tumhare jaane ke baad!

Kyon khamosh lag rahi hai yeh duniya

tumhare jaane ke baad

hai abhi bhi sab yehi fir bhi akeli hu

tumhare jaane ke baad

Socha nahi tha itna yaad ayonge

yun mann me bas jayonge

kho jayongi tumhare khayalon mein

tumhare jaane ke baad

Jis se roz baat kiya karti thi

jis se apne sab dukh suna deti thi

aaj kisi aur ko nahi bata sakti

tumhare jaane ke baad

Tumhare hone ka ehsaas kabhi hoya nahi

har pal saath jo tum hote the

ab tumhe khoj rahi hu har pal

tumhare jaane ke baad

Ho saake to laut ayo fir se

nahi hogi aage se galti mujhse

har pal soona hai yeh jag mera

tumhare jaane ke baad!

Isn't life beautiful !

Have you ever seen a smiling kid

who just received a favorite toy from his father

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Have you seen the rain drops falling from the sky

and then they reach our hands giving a cold touch

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Have you ever felt helpless at one point in your life

And suddenly you received help & your problem was solved

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Have you seen a bad dream at night when you were kid

Then hugged your mother tightly and slept well after that

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Once you had gone to hostel for the first time

then when you went home after that, you saw the smiling faces

of your family who came to receive you

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Remember that moment when after giving most of the time on studying

You received the offer letter and got a job

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

You were dependent on your parents when you were small

And then that time came when you received your first salary

Later you helped your parents when they needed it

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

After all the years of growing up in life

that moment arrived when your child was born

And you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Slowly and slowly your life passes & time moves on

You realized how stupid you were when you

got tensed, cried, got worried for tiny things

But now you must have thought- Isn't life beautiful?

Brett Lee

Brett Lee,the morning dew,

Pure from the heart as i knew!

The wicket he takes,

make my cheeks a reason to bloom!

Whenever he smiles,

It's like a winter sunshine!

His celebration of joy,

Feels like a child with a toy!

His biting fingernails,

is a boat without sail!

The guitar he plays,

sounds so pleasing like a rainy day!

And the song he sings,

Remind me of chirping birds in spring!

May God bless him good health to play,

Good soul to live!

And lots of happiness so that we

can also smile with him!

Sometimes I wonder do I actually live with humans?

There are many times when my mind ask this question to me - Why am I born in this era? I don’t think so that this era, this 21^st century is meant for me! I am surrounded with people whom I find difficult to understand. I find it difficult that how can a person think of only himself / herself all the time and don't help the one in need! I find it strange that why people don’t hear their inner voices when they are doing something wrong or while making the other person sad. I can’t express my sadness when I had to become a witness in such situation. I can’t say a victim because from past few years, I have learned to ignore and not to think about those who indirectly hurt or make me sad. I believe that it's only God whom i can trust and no one else. I don’t know how much God feel disappointed when one of his child hurts the other one!

There are so many incidents which I can never forget that has given me a lot of pain. I wonder how can anyone do that. Are you human? Ask yourself. Once I was going in an Auto rikshaw and the traffic was stopped by the traffic policeman. The Auto was on the left side and there was a road going towards left. That Auto was standing covering a bit of that left road as there were other vehicles in front of the Auto. Suddenly from the back a car came who had to take a turn to the left and it hit that Auto. It was a mild hit. The person who was driving the car stopped the car, came out from it hurriedly & slapped the Auto rikshaw driver  hard! I was shocked to see that and my eyes got wet since I had never seen anyone slapping so hard before. He started shouting at the driver asking him that why did he stop the auto there and blamed him! At that time I was just trying to stop my tears because I didn’t want to look stupid  or let anyone know that I was about to cry. The mistake was completely of the Car driver who hit that auto from the back in spite of the fact that the Auto rikshaw was standing on the place. That was the moment when I questioned if that educated owner of the Car was human?

There are many who works in office and remain busy but if someone asks for help, should we ignore it? I have seen many who ignore and don’t help their colleagues. I try my level best to help others as much as I can unless & until it doesn’t affect my work. Initially when i was new, I always ended up completing my work pretty late because in between I used to help others. I believe that if everyone help the one in need a bit, the condition of the offices will drastically improve! Such selfish behavior & non-helping nature of people for their fellow colleagues make me think the same - Are you human?

In today’s world, the one who actually take the responsibility and complete the work on time is considered as a fool! We can never expect from the other team members to help as they believe that the fool will keep on doing that for them! Why the hell people want that fool to change and become like one of them? If that happens then he/she won't take the responsibility of the work realizing the fact it will be again him who had to do it again and again. Do they have an inner voice which tells them- At least this time let me do that, he does that all the time! Ask yourself please - Are you human??

To write this brought a pain in my heart; where am i living? Why is everyone so selfish and self centered? People do ask me that how do I have that innocence on my face! It's only because I still think like a kid. I feel like crying when anyone else cries .I feel sad when anyone else is sad! I feel happy when my friend or any other person gets a job or promotion and not jealous! I don’t think in a manipulative manner & I don’t have that brain to understand anyone’s manipulations too. I think that if any one say -Take care, he or she is actually showing concern to us. I think if anyone say- I am there for you, he or she actually mean that they will be there whenever we need them. I think if anyone say - you are good then that person actually think that we are good! Difficult to understand people nowadays & my stupid brain can’t understand it so better you all ask this question to yourselves - Are you human?

The Notebook trailer-One of my fav!

The Story of Three Frogs - Christian Inspirational Motivational Video

Beautiful Video :)

Kaash tum mere hote!

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Yun hasratein to bahut ki thi humne

bhul gaye the unhe aapko paane ki raah mein

puri kar lete un aadhori khwaishon ko

agar tum hamare hote

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Dekhte hai akele us baarish ki boondo ko

hathon se rok lete hai un fuharon ko

bheeg lete aur sama lete aapne aap ko uss baarish mein

agar tum hamare hote

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Kabhi soch na paaye aapne aap ke baare mein

tumhe hi to hamesha aapna kaha humne

to iss duniya ki bheed(crowd) mein kho na jaate hum

agar tum hamare hote

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Hota ek khush paariwar hamara tumhara

tarashte ek naaya bachpan pyaara

yun akele ped(tree) ki chaav mein na baithein hote aaj

agar tum hamare hote

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Laga rahe hai chakkar iss aaspatal(hospital) ke

haar gaye hai sab meri bimari ka karan puch ke

dawaiyon(medicine) ke sahare jee na rahe hote yeh jindagi

agar tum hamare hote

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Paa lega tumhe koi aur jald hi

par rahoge hamesha mere mann mein hi

dil se paa liya hai saada tumhe

ab nahi kar sakta koi juda tumse hume

ab nahi kahenge yeh kabhi

agar tum hamare hote

Aaj tanha baithe hum sochte hai

kaash tum mere hote!

Are you in Love?

Love - a very over rated word which is being discussed everywhere. What is it? Why are you so much fascinated about it? What does it means? How do you know if you are in true love? I don’t think  we all will have the same answer for these questions.

For me, it’s a feeling which make us feel good, which make us forget every other thing and a way to feel God. We are in true love if we know about hundred’s of bad qualities or weaknesses of other person and still it didn't matter to us and they remain to be special in our life! We can feel the person even when he/she is far from us! When they smile and it automatically bring smile on our faces! When there is no name of the relationship required and the other person is a nobody for us but still they mean more than ourselves to us! When we pray, care and worry for them then we certainly are in love! When our own work becomes less important than talking to them; when making them feel special becomes more important than expecting anything for our self; when fulfilling their dreams are more important for us rather than our own; yes at that time we are in love!

Love doesn’t require couples to be together or nearer. I believe that when you are in love they exist in your soul. No distance is bigger if you can feel the other person's presence with in you! And it doesn’t demand to be together in real but together from the heart. Don’t try to win your love forcefully as we all know true love demands sacrifice. No love story in the history had a happy ending and they all ended without being together but still they were together. Radha-Krishna or Radha-Meera; their love was holy & true but they never resulted in being together but still they remained together forever! In the same way keep loving without demanding anything from the other one & make your love live forever!

At the end I want to add a quotation which I saw somewhere & liked it - When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal :) ♥ !!!

Random!

I don’t know what should I write today; certainly don’t have any topic to write for, so it's better to write randomly whatever is coming on my mind. Life is a bit funny with me or with every one but saying it from my perspective because I don’t know what’s happening in others' life. Surrounded with so many friends in Facebook but yet so alone; chatting with so many but still talking to myself give me more pleasure. Deep inside I feel there is something sad & depressing going on, don’t know what.

Where are my dreams gone? Where are those things gone which made me feel better? Now I don’t feel much pleasure in watching a cricket match, now I don’t feel pleasure doing a cricket discussion also. I have even forgotten the dream list that I made many years ago. What am I doing in my life? What's my purpose? Am I just existing my life? What is that i should chase in my life?

I am losing everything & I don’t know what to do about it! I don’t know which path will help me to chase my dreams; I don’t know what should I do to get back those things which I want! I have forgotten my dreams for something; i tried to chase a particular thing which I could never get; i nearly spent my 1 year chasing for a particular thing & I don’t know how much should I try for it because now for the first time, I am feeling helpless & darkness is what I am seeing!

I can’t spoil my dreams for that; I don’t know how to bring the same passion & intensity, the same zeal, the same energy & how will I get a right direction to go for it; I certainly don’t know! Currently looking towards God to help me out; something is out of my hands now. I always believed in one thing in life that we should never give up & keep on trying but now I certainly can’t! I can’t live such a life! I want to have all of my dreams back; I want the same Sheffali back; the old one who always believed in herself & who was never dependent on anybody else! I don’t want to depend on anyone else! God it's you who knows everything and it's you who can help me. Please help your child, I need you.

She is no one for him!

A girl who never loved

Fell in love so deep

With a person who never loved her

& left her all alone to weep

With all the passion & intensity she loved

Her love was so pure

But for him it was a disease

Which that girl had no cure

She treated him as an angel

Protected him by daily praying

But always got hurt

“get lost” was his always saying

She tried so hard to get him in her life

Fought so much to make him her’s

She got nothing which she deserved

The love became her life’s curse

The person who brought smile on her face

Now bring tears in her eyes

That person made her forget her dreams

Who could have supported her to rise

She never received any love in return

What she got was scolding & disrespect

She still keeps thinking of him

But that guy don’t have any impact

She always wanted to have him in her life

Everyday she wished to be with him

But she was a no one a no one for him

Still & forever a no one for him!

The Magical Man - Shah Rukh Khan (SRK)

I was reading a book of my favorite actor and was fascinated by the story of his life. Suddenly thought of writing a blog for one of the most charming person of my life. I have written several blogs, several poems but never written anything for this beloved person so I thought of writing something special for this very special person!

It was Dilwale Dulhaniya le jayenge that changed the life of this person. The image of that time is quite blurred in my mind as it came in year 1995 when I was quite young but I still remember that I saw that movie in Movie Hall. That was the time when I actually started calling any actor my “favorite”. Yes, it was Shah Rukh Khan! So since that time, my favorite actor have always been SRK. I had never liked any other actor than him in all these years of my life.

Sometimes I wonder what is so special in this person. A person who bring a smile on my face every time even when I am sad or tensed! It's so strange that all of my worries and tensions fly away for some time whenever I listen to his movie songs or watch his movie scenes or watch any of his interview or simply by reading about him.

Is it those dimples that appear on his face while smiling or is it that naughty eyes which make me crazy? Is that his witty nature, sense of humor, his sensible conversation or is it that attractive personality which blows my mind? Is that the characters Rahul and Raj that fascinates me or his dance moves which attract me? I certainly don’t know; all I know is that he is an all-rounder and perfect in everything he does! He perform all his tasks with honesty and full dedication.

He is a great example who teaches us to believe in our dreams and to work hard in achieving them to ultimately rise from an ordinary human to become extra ordinary. A common middle class guy similar to any other ordinary person had many unrealistic dreams who faced lots of struggle in his life. A person who lost his father in a very early age and later, lost his mother too during the starting phase of his career. The only one person whom he had that time was his wife Gauri who believed in him and supported him when he had nothing. He came to Mumbai from Delhi with empty hands. It was not possible for this man to make his wife feel like a princess. He was struggling but with his hard work, energy and passion for work; he changed his life! This actually changed everything! The common man then became extra-ordinary! He became an inspiration for every one around the world!

The one thing that make me more closer to him is the “Scorpio impact”. Since I am also a Scorpio, it's very easy for me to understand him closely; his witty nature which sometimes people find rude, his sense of humor, his passion, his hard work, his tremendous energy, his intensity to perform all his tasks, his family orientated nature and also confidence in himself and the belief that “ he is the best”. All these traits clearly say that he is a 100% Scorpio! One thing which I want to make people understand who find him rude is that when he cracks a joke on some one (since i am also a Scorpio I can understand it), we just say it in a light manner so that it should be not be taken to the heart but yeah we make it clear that we don’t like it! This is how we are!

The most important thing which make Shah Rukh Khan is the “Rahul” or “Raj”; the characters which binds us more to him (especially to the girls). Yeah the girls want to have a person like him; one who can be a bit emotional; who care for us; the one who love us passionately; the one who whispers in our ears with intensity & devotion; the one who could make us feel like heaven; all this traits are present in his movie characters. He understand the nerves of people very well! He knows which things can make us emotional.

He is smart, he is intelligent, he is interesting! He is perfect in whatever he does! He is an amazing person! He has a charisma! He has achieved everything by himself! He is a self-made person! He is Shah Rukh Khan! He is magical! The magical man who do magic & take my worries away from me! He is the best & I wish that I also achieve something in my life so that I can be a proud SRK fan!

THE ANGEL

When things were not going right

When my life was filled with troubles

God took care of me

And an angel came in my life!

When loneliness was my friend

Sad and depressed was my mood

The angel brought a smile

And happiness came in my life!

Magic and miracles started happening

The angel assured that 

It will always there by my side

New dreams entered my life!

Tensions and worries were gone

Everything became lively and new

Beautiful things were all around

Sunshine came in my life!

With lots of care and concern

Angel protected me from all problems

A heavenly touch came in my life

The angel came in my life!

Life is all about giving smiles :-)

Life….i am not in mood to define what is life but just want to give an idea how can we make it more meaningful & beautiful. In our lives, we are all busy solving our own problems which never comes to an end and if it ends, then a new one arises. Each and every one has their own set of problems; no one is completely satisfied and happy in his/her own life. Troubles, tensions and worries have become an important part of our daily lives. There are just few moments when we actually get a chance to be happy and joyful. The rest of the times we just cherish those moment when we were happy. So why don’t we just try to make others smile. What can be better than making the other person feel happy because of us. In that way, the person will also cherish those good moments and we will remain in their memories forever.

It can be done in many ways,either by helping people in our workplace or by helping a stranger during a journey or by creating a joyful environment during a tension filled moment. We can also share the worries of others, their troubles & can help them to get motivated or cheer them up! There are so many small ways by which we can bring smiles on people's face.

If we closely observe a human's face, we will realize that a person looks beautiful when he/she is smiling. No expression is as much soothing, beautiful and pure than the smiling one. I believe that if God give us the opportunity to become a part of the golden moment of any other person's life then why are we waiting. Let's go and make other’s smile; not only our parents or relatives but our colleagues, our fellow human beings. After all we can understand each other, know each other very well that how many complications we go through each day.

Life is one, the opportunities are less! If you like something about some body, go and tell them. I am sure they will have a smile on their face. So go ahead and be a part of some wonderful moments!

IPL!

Just got the news that Gautam Gambhir will not be available for the West Indies tour because of injury!! Frustrating!! A bad news for people like us!! There was a time when IPL was a boon for me. I got a chance to see more and more cricket, to see my favorite retired players playing again and to see the passion of talented young players on the stadium. But now after reading the news about various injuries and test retirement, my heart is so broken! I don’t want IPL on the cost of injuries which keep my cricketers away from ODI & Test series. I don’t want IPL on the cost of retirement of my cricketers from Test and ODI cricket. This is ruining & killing the real cricket. I disagree with the players who are taking retirement from Test & ODI's to save themselves for T20 cricket. There was a time when every cricketer had a dream to play in whites; to play test cricket was the dream of every cricketer but now it is the IPL!! Strange, how things have changed!

I am worried for one more thing…..where is the loyalty gone! The players from Punjab are playing for Pune, the players from Mumbai are playing for Punjab or from Rajasthan. So can you expect them to give their all while playing? Do you expect that a team win will matter so much for them? I don’t agree! They are just playing because they are getting paid for it with no enthusiasm for their team or for their game! It's just us who are attached to our team so much! I am personally so much attached to Rajasthan Royals that each and every win or loss is similar to winning or losing a war for me! But what about the players? Sad  to say but they are not much attached! They are just playing a game and  after losing, its like a normal day for them. Since they are not from Rajasthan, it doesn’t make so much difference for them!! It's not just about my team but it doesn’t make any difference to most of them! Harsh reality!

Another important point to discuss here is the selection criteria. Why BCCI is considering the IPL performance as selection criteria for the National team? Why the hell Ranji and other domestic leagues are for? There are so many good players like Ajinkya & Rayudu who has exceptional records in Ranji but is it necessary for them to perform in IPL to get a chance! A player who is doing well in IPL is getting a chance easily to play in the National team then why can’t a good Ranji player?

So what's the solution of these problems? My biggest concern is the loss of real cricket in future! According to my opinion, IPL should be limited to Retired and Domestic players. Those players who are currently playing in their national teams should not be allowed to play in it! In that case, there won't be a need to make a special window for IPL and the players will be easily available for IPL. The retired players will have a good time playing cricket again who all are already so passionate for cricket. We had already seen their performances in previous IPL's which proves my statement. And yeah, for domestic players who need to prove and showcase their talent across the world could easily do so with the help of IPL as they are already doing!

Well, this is just my opinion and any one can differ from it. I just wrote all this as a true cricket fan! I don’t want IPL to be just Injured Players League or Indian Paisa League!!

Sometimes being good is too bad :(

I tried hard to become a perfect, a better human; some one who never believed in criticizing others, some one who never want to fight with others, the one who never want people to change and accept them the way they are.

Now I feels that it is bad to be like such a person. People think that I pretend and this is not the real me. Is it my fault if I am not like others? Is it my fault that I am not manipulative and think from my heart for all those whom I am attached with? Is it my fault that to be an emotional person? Is it my fault that i chose to remain different and unique ?

How to make people believe that this is the real me and I don’t pretend to be someone else! This is the truth of my life and I am not an emotional drama queen! I do things from my heart and I am a true Scorpio! I am a passionate person obsessed about many things and sometimes i do things in extreme. I don’t show or pretend. I have extreme emotions which is difficult for people to understand who don’t have them!

Hiding sadness behind a big smile!

Have you ever loved the smile of someone a lot? I believe that there are many who has the most lovely and beautiful smile in this world! But what's the reason behind that smile? Do you think that they are those people who are very happy and their life is quite joyful which is the reason that they carry a pretty smile on their faces.

No, it isn't the case every time. The reality is that they hide their sadness behind their smiling faces. Some people don't share their pain with others, they don't like sharing their feelings, they don't want that others should know about their sufferings. 

I know some one, some one who smiles a lot and get dimples on her face. She is going through a tough phase and suffering a lot. I am the unlucky one who can see that deepness of that smile, who understands how good actress she is, who is hiding her pain behind that smile, hiding all her sorrows. I wish she could smile from within, i wish she could display a genuine one day.

Star is waiting for the Sun to be hers

This is the story of a star who is still waiting for the Sun to be hers.

The star is shining among the other fellow stars

But there is a sun who is lightening and fading other stars

The fellow stars got attracted by its huge light

But one star kept looking at the sun

That star was lost by the magic of Sun's power

Star felt the presence of God inside Sun's heart

The golden touch of sun made the star's life beautiful

Star stayed awake till morning to see the sun

The glimpse of that sun made the star's heartbeat run

That star is still waiting for the sun to be hers.

Star tried hard in hope that once she will get noticed

And the sun will once catch the star's eyes even if it is for a second

Once when the morning was about to come

The sun saw the star looking at him

Every morning now the same thing used to happen

That star is still waiting for the sun to be hers.

That star fell in love with the sun

She waits whole night for the sun to come

But the poor star never understand that the sun is not for her

Star is still in love with the sun

And is still waiting for the sun to be hers.

But for that Sun the tiny star doesn’t make any difference

The star cry at night when it misses the sun

But the Sun inspite of knowing this ignores its tears

And hides himself behind the clouds

That star is still waiting for the time when the Sun will be hers.