Are you in Love?

Love - a very over rated word which is being discussed everywhere. What is it? Why are you so much fascinated about it? What does it means? How do you know if you are in true love? I don’t think  we all will have the same answer for these questions.

For me, it’s a feeling which make us feel good, which make us forget every other thing and a way to feel God. We are in true love if we know about hundred’s of bad qualities or weaknesses of other person and still it didn't matter to us and they remain to be special in our life! We can feel the person even when he/she is far from us! When they smile and it automatically bring smile on our faces! When there is no name of the relationship required and the other person is a nobody for us but still they mean more than ourselves to us! When we pray, care and worry for them then we certainly are in love! When our own work becomes less important than talking to them; when making them feel special becomes more important than expecting anything for our self; when fulfilling their dreams are more important for us rather than our own; yes at that time we are in love!

Love doesn’t require couples to be together or nearer. I believe that when you are in love they exist in your soul. No distance is bigger if you can feel the other person's presence with in you! And it doesn’t demand to be together in real but together from the heart. Don’t try to win your love forcefully as we all know true love demands sacrifice. No love story in the history had a happy ending and they all ended without being together but still they were together. Radha-Krishna or Radha-Meera; their love was holy & true but they never resulted in being together but still they remained together forever! In the same way keep loving without demanding anything from the other one & make your love live forever!

At the end I want to add a quotation which I saw somewhere & liked it - When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal :) ♥ !!!

Random!

I don’t know what should I write today; certainly don’t have any topic to write for, so it's better to write randomly whatever is coming on my mind. Life is a bit funny with me or with every one but saying it from my perspective because I don’t know what’s happening in others' life. Surrounded with so many friends in Facebook but yet so alone; chatting with so many but still talking to myself give me more pleasure. Deep inside I feel there is something sad & depressing going on, don’t know what.

Where are my dreams gone? Where are those things gone which made me feel better? Now I don’t feel much pleasure in watching a cricket match, now I don’t feel pleasure doing a cricket discussion also. I have even forgotten the dream list that I made many years ago. What am I doing in my life? What's my purpose? Am I just existing my life? What is that i should chase in my life?

I am losing everything & I don’t know what to do about it! I don’t know which path will help me to chase my dreams; I don’t know what should I do to get back those things which I want! I have forgotten my dreams for something; i tried to chase a particular thing which I could never get; i nearly spent my 1 year chasing for a particular thing & I don’t know how much should I try for it because now for the first time, I am feeling helpless & darkness is what I am seeing!

I can’t spoil my dreams for that; I don’t know how to bring the same passion & intensity, the same zeal, the same energy & how will I get a right direction to go for it; I certainly don’t know! Currently looking towards God to help me out; something is out of my hands now. I always believed in one thing in life that we should never give up & keep on trying but now I certainly can’t! I can’t live such a life! I want to have all of my dreams back; I want the same Sheffali back; the old one who always believed in herself & who was never dependent on anybody else! I don’t want to depend on anyone else! God it's you who knows everything and it's you who can help me. Please help your child, I need you.

She is no one for him!

A girl who never loved

Fell in love so deep

With a person who never loved her

& left her all alone to weep

With all the passion & intensity she loved

Her love was so pure

But for him it was a disease

Which that girl had no cure

She treated him as an angel

Protected him by daily praying

But always got hurt

“get lost” was his always saying

She tried so hard to get him in her life

Fought so much to make him her’s

She got nothing which she deserved

The love became her life’s curse

The person who brought smile on her face

Now bring tears in her eyes

That person made her forget her dreams

Who could have supported her to rise

She never received any love in return

What she got was scolding & disrespect

She still keeps thinking of him

But that guy don’t have any impact

She always wanted to have him in her life

Everyday she wished to be with him

But she was a no one a no one for him

Still & forever a no one for him!